From day one of this pregnancy (about 8 weeks for me), my body has been taken over! In the beginning, I spent many nights feeling nauseous and lying on the couch. Scott was the good husband who fed my Jamba Juice, Taco Bell, Ramirez, Jimmy Johns (okay we get the idea :) ) cravings.
Lisa/Macey:
14 weeks rolled around the corner (que the Hallelujah Chorus), and tiredness/sickness faded away. However, it was replaced by weight gain. Slowly, and thankfully, the weight gain faded away and developed in to a pregnant lady form :)
We were thrilled to hear at 20 weeks that we were going to have a little girl! Soon after this appointment, I was having problems with my heart. I could feel it speed up and I started to black out--probably not a good sign. The doctor suggested that I change my diet, so I cut all sweets out. I ate strictly fruits, vegetables, and whole wheats for a week. Then they drew blood to check my thyroid. Nothing.
I headed back to the doctor and he sent me to a heart specialist. I had an EKG and then I had an external heart monitor for 24 hours. My results came back fairly normal, so I decided to suck it up. :)
At 28 weeks, I got to drink a lovely glucose drink and to be poked and proded for yet another blood sample. But...I was free of gestational diabetes--whoop whoop!
At 28 weeks I also began the third trimester! From here on out, everytime I sat down, I sat on a pillow. I used a heating pad on my back after work everyday. Braxton Hicks contractions began (which, at first, I thought were just really bad gas pains :) ). Heartburn began.
At 30 weeks, I started to struggle with sleep. I tossed and turned nightly, trying to get comfortable. I woke up with severe heartburn at night, and I had to use the bathroom at least 3 times a night.
At 31 weeks I found out that I am borderline for high blood pressure--which explains the heart problems I had early on! I have been told to just keep it easy, and I should be okay :)
Now I am at 33 weeks--it's hard to believe!
Macey Claire Bagley. Scott and I have wondered if she will like us as parents, but we figure she is genetically designed to love us--she is half of each of us--so she has to, right? :) It's amazing how automatic love comes from a parent. I haven't met Macey. I don't know what she looks like. I don't know who she will become. I don't know anything about her spirit. I don't know if I'll be a good Mom, but I love her. She is partly mine, partly Scott's, and she is entirely Heavenly Father's. As her mother, I will continually keep giving up things from my life for her. The first gift I could give Macey was me. I gave up my body--looks, emotions, aches/pains...all of it.
I have been thinking about this a lot lately. I know she will grow up and probably hate me or be annoyed with me through the majority of her teenage years :), but I hope that she remembers the first gift I could give--it was all of me to her.
Technically, I am 33 and a half weeks pregnant!! I can hardly believe that I will be a mom in less than 2 months. Once I am a mom, I will be a mom forever. Here is the latest, and greatest, pregnancy belly shot:
-Macey is measuring a little over 34 weeks...so about a week a half bigger than she should be!! According to BabyCenter.com...this means she is measuring a little bigger than 18 inches long and a little heavier than 4 3/4 pounds. I asked the doctor if being she was measuring bigger, if this meant I was just going to have a big baby. He said, "Oh no, this means she will come early." I asked how early we were talking. He just said we will talk about it when it gets closer!
-My blood pressure is still borderline, but it's under control :)
-Macey is getting more active the larger she gets! She is a very active child! My doctor's office asks us to record fetal movement. We should feel 10 kicks in a hour...I usually feel my 10 kicks in 5 minutes :)
-I am still working full time, but I am anxiously counting down the days until May 31st (my last day). Scott reminds me everyday when I get out of bed that it's coming! As of today, I only have 20 more working days :)
Scott:
-He continually amazes me with how much he can do! He has made it through two weeks of the semester with 21 credits.
-He was just invited to teach seminary again part time in the fall, so he is excited about diving in to the Old Testament with his new students!
-He is spending the rest of his time working at the apartment complex.
-It's hard not to be stressed when you live a life like his. He is always up before me and he goes to bed after I do, but he always makes time for me and gets everything he needs to done. I'm not jealous of his life, but I am jealous of one thing: Macey obviously knows who her dad is! Every night when he crawls in to bed, he puts his arm around me. (I'm usually asleep when he gets in bed, so I had no idea this was happening until about 3 days ago!) Macey will kick and nudge him for a little while--to let him know she is still there--and then he goes to sleep. I may be her mom, but she doesn't do that for me :)
-Scott is excited for Macey's arrival!! All his midterms and groups projects/prsentations are the last week in May and first week of June...when she is supposed to be born. It's making us both nervous that they can't committ a due date for Macey to us...but I guess she will come when she wants to any way :)
Oh...a couple of weeks ago, we splurged and went to New Fongs for dinner. We opened our fortune cookies and both started laughing! Think the fortunes are appropriate? :)
(If you can't read them, one says: "An unexpected event will soon make your life more exciting." and the other says: "Your goal will be met in 2 months".)