Dear Macey,
I was the crazy, first time, over-protective mom. When you were tiny--I almost demanded that everyone wash their hands and use antibacterial gel before they could hold you (let alone touch you :) ). I was really good at protecting you.
Then 2 months rolled around...and I slacked off. We have been paying for it the last couple of weeks. We went down to Utah almost 2 weeks ago and came back with horrible colds. I have wracked my brain of where this cold came from, and that's my only conclusion--no hand washing or anti-bacterial gel.
Now, when I say horrible colds, I don't mean the runny nose/cough/sneezing. Don't get me wrong...we have those symptoms too, but there are other flu like symptoms. One night I shivered in bed with 5 blankets on me and a horrible fever. The next night you battled with it (and I was up all night while she did :) ). Unlike me, you can't have cold medicine, so we have only been able to use tylenol for your fevers. It's been horrible. (To say the least...)

I am sure all the seasoned moms are laughing at me, but it's my first time (give me a break)! I have just hate sitting back while you have been so sick. (And it's not easy being sick at the same time!)
Oh and did I mention you are teething really badly too? Your second tooth finally came through this week, though! Hopefully, that helped to take away some of the pain.


Through this whole ordeal, you are still such a happy baby. I love you so much! You laughed at me for the first time this week (but let's face it...I am a pretty funny person. We all knew it would happen sooner or later :) )!


You have become a snuggler. When you wake up about 3 times in the night (what happened to sleeping through the night?!), I feed you and put you back in your crib. As I carry you back to your room, you seem to cuddle up perfectly in to my neck. Every night I stand by your crib for a few minutes holding you and just enjoy being your mom.
You are perfect--sick or not. And I am so glad you are mine!